If I told you that I think of you everyday would you believe me? Yes You. All of you who have refused to leave my side even as the devil got restless with the storm in life. 

You who have shown how thick blood can be by being truly supportive FAMILY. Be it nuclear or extended. 

You who have crushed the fakeness in friendships and stayed with your love for me in the darkest of times as amazing FRIENDS. Wether old or new.

And the adorable you who puts meaning into being a FAN and have tirelessly protected me with prayers and well wishes. 

The last year in particular has severally presented survival as a questionable option. Giving me struggles that seemed impossible to deal with, fading my strength to keep going by the minute feeding my fears and insecurities with worries that come to steal joy. 

From the shock of a 3 time presense of lumps in the breast to surgeries fighting for my life and the pain of a disolution of a bond l hoped to keep with a life time partner and the re-emergence of singleness. From the tension of awaiting 3 judges pronouncement to the horror of walking into prison over a cross accidentally aquired and carried for so long. 

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